Tonight, I need to write. Tonight, I need to vent. Tonight, I need to scream. Tonight, I can't. Tonight, I'll cry......I'll cry deep down in my soul, and maybe the tears will seep out and run down my cheeks. Maybe not. Tonight, I'll curl up in a ball and pray. Maybe pray myself to sleep, and trust. I'll trust God to take care of the things that are completely out of my control. Sometimes the problems are too big. Sometimes they are too overwhelming. I know God has a plan. We have done our best, and our best is all God has asked of us. Now, it's up to God to finish what He started so many years ago. I can't see His plan for the mess that sin has made, but He sees something beautiful because He sees the final product. He can see the end. So tonight, I'll rest. I'll rest in Him (at least I'll try). :/
